well, this dream's over.
failed for the 3rd time.

should have known.
from the minute i step into the instructor office.
from the questions he asked me.
i knew i didnt know my own basics well.

well, i did all i could up in the air.
it was good.
really good.
i think i never did anything better than that already.
until i hit circuits.
man its damn sian.
i can feel hes giving me damn a lot of chance already.
4 times to do the landing leh.
where got no chance.
somehow i just couldnt grab the lesson fast enough.
that really suck.


well, it's 7 flights in total.
and frankly speaking, flying the goddamn plane is not hard at all.
time is the factor.
i cant say i wasnt given enough time.
people have done it, i was slower.
thats the hard fact of life.
but am still glad i know how to fly the plane properly now.
from a total zero knowledge of the plane,
to now able to take off on my own.
yeah i did come a long way.
perhaps in the long run, i may wanna get my own pilot licence?
it's really good to be up there.
the feeling is not what everyone can experienced.

yes it's hard to hear the word "you failed the sortie".
3 times in a row for 3 days.
but well, gotta accept it.
i've done my best.
really the best.
and i came down with a smile.
that's all it matters =)



for now,
it's time to plan the next step.
what the hell should i do with my life now...
really man.
didnt plan a backup route in case i didnt make it.
now i need to come up with it asap.

fuck that.
sleep is paramount.
plan can wait. =)