somehow,
some part in me is telling me,
to go back being in army.

there is this sense of camaraderie i always admire.
and the same thing that i felt too.
yes people do criticise on how foolish i can be.
i myself find it foolish too.
when i sometimes disliked the way singapore is flooded with FTs
i still wished to serve in saf.
something is wrong with me.

truth is,
who the hell cares about the FTs.
i dont.
what i really care about are those people i hold dear arnd me.
my family, friends.
somehow, during my days in saf,
i really liked it.
the bonds forged.


crap.
there will always be another alternative to serve the nation.
right now,
i should only be focused in going for wso.
took me quite a while to decide.
afterall,
i really set my mind on going back to army.
yes go for it.
why defend the nation like thousand others.
when i can defend using one button.

=)