ever had that feeling? 

when u know ur not doing well.

yet u chose to believe practising is no use. 

yeah tats what im feeling now.

i know its not true.

mental fly does work.

to a certain extent.

but why not take the chance?

make the best out of everything.

today was GH 5.

damn disappointing.

i can say i was in my own world up in the air.

when i realised my attitude flying is totally wrong.

and i blank out?

i think so.

i cant think much.

keep doing the same bad habits.

looking right and turn right.

when i dont even know my fucking attitude in front of me.

why the fuck did i do that?

honestly, i dunno y too.

it's like my natural instinct.

so much for not believing in mental fly eh.

and my habits i believe is because of mental fly.

unknowingly i just look left, 

and move control stick to the left.

man that sucks.

i was an instructor of some other places.

but when the critics came to me,

i still have the urge to argue back.

what's wrong with me?

i gotta stay focused.

be sure of what i am doing up in the air.

create mental capacity for myself.

DONT FUCKING BLANK OUT.

talk is easier said than done,

but practice makes it easier to be done.

to more mental flying.