it all happened too sudden.

and until now,

i still cant believe that the SCT who died was him.

it was 4 years ago when i first met junsheng.

although starting i did not know how i could clique with him,

but somehow i did.

especially when we both stayed along the NEL,

he instantly became my closest friend in poly.

he enghin and thomas were all smarter,

so naturally i was the "junior" among them.

junsheng would always coach me whenever i dont understand,

even if i didnt even open my mouth and ask.

guess my facial expressions showed it all.

although my results were not as fantastic as his,

he never once gave up on me.

time and again keep telling me to study,

dont keep skipping sch for outside stuff.

when i did skip lessons,

he would be the guy i find first to ask about the stuff i missed out.

and he never once rejected me.

come to think of it,

it was really irritating if someone keep asking you stuff.

when he could have learnt everything himself if he dont miss it purposely.

many occasions i admit.

i didnt do what he wanted me to do.

and for that i often felt guilty.

i didnt want to disappoint him,

as the FYP project was his hard work.

time and again, he reminded me to study,

helped me out whenever i needed help.

and the best part is,

we like to eat.

hahahah.

since we both stayed along NEL,

and we always go home together,

whenever it was too early,

we would find some place to find some food.

and slowly enjoy the food.

gradually he and i had quite a lot of common hobbies.

the type of songs we like,

our liking for nice food,

MP3 and electronic devices.

he would often be the one that initiates any gathering,

and make sure things happen when most of us dont rly bother.

although all these small tasks he did were not impactful,

it did affect everyone of us in our daily life.

especially for mine.

now without the stress from school work,

talking to him was more stress-free.

and we had a lot of common topics to talk about.

he had alot of positive influence on me,

especially the character of not giving up.

even if it takes a few weeks to only find one small detail,

he would find it, and continue until everything became clearer.

i never once doubted his plans for the future.

i knew that, his future would have been a bright one.

but i never expected,

to see his name on the news.

it is sudden, and i still cant accept this fact.

i lost a good friend, a mentor.

words cant describe how much i admired his character,

and appreciated all he had done for me.

it's heart-wrecking to know that i would never get to see you online again,

or ever ask us out again for a simple gathering.

i cant find another person to discuss about liverpool stuff as much as i did with you.

if only my words and gratitude can make your heart beat again.

because losing a friend like you,

is really losing a good part of myself.

rest in peace junsheng.

my trusted friend.