2012.

how time have passed.

just years ago i was complaining about everything.

now, i am quietly accepting it.

twist of fate uh.

u know, theres always this mental barrier.

that i think is ruining me.

i dont like to assume,

but i just cant see a clue.

somehow this start of 2012,

i am beginning to feel ....

empty?

cant describe this feeling.

well, no one knows anyway.

no one cares.

mayb its just work that's making me negative.

or is the life after trainee that i am not used to.

if so, i just cant find anyone to confide the problem with.

or not to the person i want to.

well, cancel the negative thoughts tonight.

gotta go in for SDO tmr AGAIN.

my 6th duty.

nb duties never ends.

even when im supposed to be having my off.

-.-

bye.