this learning curve is indeed steep. 

bite on, keep pressing. 

pain once and for all and it will be over soon.

it's just 3 more months. 

hahaha

just 1 year ago i was struggling with just safety.

now, 

i have to think from ALL aspects.

mindblowing.

is this signs of growth?

i guess.

let's see how far my 12 hr work day can go.

must go lesser, not more. 

work life balance must be there to keep me sane. 

i really need an adrenaline-filled holiday soon. 

maybe after detachment. 

skydiving or diving. 

either or. 

upgrade can wait.