ssc beginning in 4 days.
and until now.
i still dont feel safe at all.
wads with the weird planning.
wads with the impossible manpower.
wads with everything tats happening.


and the worst is.
after all these troubles.
i have to bear with it.
fucking shyt.
wads with the clt creed tat everyone said.
but never followed.


i am a cadet lieutenant
a member of the national cadet corps
I take pride in my organisation
and will be loyal to those under whom I serve.

I am the present and future of a distinguished Corps
and will honour those that have passed before me,
and those that are to come.
I will never do anything that will disgrace my uniform
school or country.

It is my duty to maintain my discipline
and those of the Corps.
I am committed to the values of the Corps.
I will uphold the responsibilities bestowed upon me
to the best of my abilities.

I strive to be the best that I can be
and to lead the Cadets in the acquisition of knowledge and skills.
I will persevere so that I can make a difference to those I lead
and maintain the faith by caring my cadets. I am proud of the Corps
and my country and will try to make the people of this nation
proud of the service I represent.


all these stand for nothing now.
crap.
and i am still here complaining.
time to study for the test tomorrow.