ii am so damn bored .sooo damn bored .
ii am contradicting myself in every ways now .
1st .i told myself to STOP lending $$ .and in the end i keep lending .shyt it .
2nd .i told myself to do all the impt things now .i didnt .i keep playing maple .
3rd .i told myself .if i wan play maple .at least rush lvl .and i DIDNT .i slack .
so WTF AM I DOING ???
4th .i told myself to forget everything .yy does it always come alive ?FCUK TAT LA .
5th .i told myself to chgn blog skin .DAMN IT I DIDNT EVEN HAB THE PATIENCE TO FIND .
6th .i want to stop everything around me now .it seems too chaotic .but time cant be stopped .i REALLY WANT TO STOP EVERYTHING .
now i really hoped .to be back to 2006 .where everything was still fine .when i just came back from new zealand .everything seems so perfect .my perfect life .look at me now .i am sick of myself .even without her .at least gimme my fun .let me know i am still surrounded by friends .school life is still the best .
sometimes i wonder .did i make a wrong move when i chose to go poly ?did i take a wrong turn ?i want to end everything now .i want things to stop .i want to take a break .i want to get out of this sickening life .
fcuk la .simple .i want to sleep .forever ...
but at least 1 thing i know .tat i didnt regret .is tat i knew you .
someone .try helping me .my life is in a mess .damn bloody messy .
the next few lines are going to be vulgar .bear with me .i cant take it liao .
NB CCB LA .Y EVERYTHING LIDDAT .1ST SP .CB .RUSH LIDDAT .DEN COME MY FCUKING LIFE .DAMN NO LIFE .CB .STILL BLUFF MYSELF TO SAY I LUCKY .LUCK MY LJ LA .I DAMN SICK OF ALL THIS LIAO LA .FCUK YOU .FCUK EVERYTHING ON THIS EARTH NOW .FCUK ALL !!!FCUK MYSELF .I AM A USELESS CB .A FCUKER WHO DONT KNOW WAD TO DO .WHEN LIFE IS IN A CHAOS .FCUK YOU MR LOH KIAN GUAN .YOU ARE OFFICIALLY .FCUKED .
ii am contradicting myself in every ways now .
1st .i told myself to STOP lending $$ .and in the end i keep lending .shyt it .
2nd .i told myself to do all the impt things now .i didnt .i keep playing maple .
3rd .i told myself .if i wan play maple .at least rush lvl .and i DIDNT .i slack .
so WTF AM I DOING ???
4th .i told myself to forget everything .yy does it always come alive ?FCUK TAT LA .
5th .i told myself to chgn blog skin .DAMN IT I DIDNT EVEN HAB THE PATIENCE TO FIND .
6th .i want to stop everything around me now .it seems too chaotic .but time cant be stopped .i REALLY WANT TO STOP EVERYTHING .
now i really hoped .to be back to 2006 .where everything was still fine .when i just came back from new zealand .everything seems so perfect .my perfect life .look at me now .i am sick of myself .even without her .at least gimme my fun .let me know i am still surrounded by friends .school life is still the best .
sometimes i wonder .did i make a wrong move when i chose to go poly ?did i take a wrong turn ?i want to end everything now .i want things to stop .i want to take a break .i want to get out of this sickening life .
fcuk la .simple .i want to sleep .forever ...
but at least 1 thing i know .tat i didnt regret .is tat i knew you .
someone .try helping me .my life is in a mess .damn bloody messy .
the next few lines are going to be vulgar .bear with me .i cant take it liao .
NB CCB LA .Y EVERYTHING LIDDAT .1ST SP .CB .RUSH LIDDAT .DEN COME MY FCUKING LIFE .DAMN NO LIFE .CB .STILL BLUFF MYSELF TO SAY I LUCKY .LUCK MY LJ LA .I DAMN SICK OF ALL THIS LIAO LA .FCUK YOU .FCUK EVERYTHING ON THIS EARTH NOW .FCUK ALL !!!FCUK MYSELF .I AM A USELESS CB .A FCUKER WHO DONT KNOW WAD TO DO .WHEN LIFE IS IN A CHAOS .FCUK YOU MR LOH KIAN GUAN .YOU ARE OFFICIALLY .FCUKED .
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