i hate the world .

i dare to say .
i hate myself .

donno y these few days i damn EMO .
all around me says so .
i am depressed .
i am ill .
i need a doctor .
(maybe not so serious )

i pia the whole freaking day maple todae .
from lvl 45 to lvl 50 .
hopefully later can 51 .
den tml got NCC .
finally got a bit of life ?
hope so .

to jasmine : don worry la . i TRY to come back to myself . let me EMO finish . =)

i hate myself .
how i hate myself .