its never gone .

i thought .
i am trying to be myself again .
but i just cant .
my heart still ache whenever i saw wad she was doing .
a jealousy lyk nth i ever experienced .
y ?
someone tell me why ?
why must tis happen to me ?
is she to blame or me ?
do you know wad u did reali hurts me deep ??
i had tis feeling of ..
being deceived .
tell me why .
just tell me why .
if you can simply just say .
it was someone lyk ryan tat can gib u hapiness .
not me .
den at least i know .
u can just stop me from thinking anymore .
now ..
you just keep making me suffer .
please .
tell me in my face pls .
tell me the truth .
i want the truth .
i know its not the truth you said to me .
somehow i sensed it .

cant you just gib me the chance .
the chance to enter your life again ?
...

.depression .