when you have too much time on your own, 

all these little irritating habits come out.

1. using a organiser

WHY? BECAUSE IM FORGETFUL

2. getting a clear folder to store all my papers

IM SICK OF RANDOM PAPERS INSIDE MY BAG

3. a whiteboard in my room

YES TO FIGHT MY SHORT TERM MEMORY

4. a "coke" bank

WHERE ELSE TO PUT ALL THOSE RANDOM COINS

at this rate, i may just go and buy my own paper shredder.

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME.

all these little attention to details is gradually growing

for the good or worse, i dont know.

all i know is, i dont usually do that in the past

now, it just feels natural and comfortable.

and right at this moment, im still arranging my table.

this year, Christmas is really more memorable.

the previous 2 are quite dry to be honest.

yes there are the festive songs, 

festive decorations all around, 

but it is a dead town outside.

Westerner version of CNY gathering.

perhaps why i only see Asians roaming the streets during Christmas

and clearing leave period coming to an end.

still got alot of leave left, 

but next year according to bosses is "NO TIME TO CLEAR"

who knows.

there will always be opportunity.

just work hard, work harder, work hardest.

and maybe, just maybe, i can volunteer to go US again.

build another home of my own again.

the second time will always be the charm.

:)

ok hope tomorrow can find something to do.

so tht i wont end up eating lunch alone again at some jap sushi place

really quite sad y'know, sitting at one corner.

randomly grabbing food and eat,

while the people left and right of me are talking among themselves.