after many months and years of procrastination,

i am finally doing it. 

im so gonna study for SATs

though im not sure how it's gonna work out

i am very sure i will have so many stuff to study.

but shldnt be that hard to block out 1 hour each day to revise right

and yes i fucking hate to study.

like sitting down and just READ.

yes it is super irritating.

i dont even think i can judge my attention span. 

no choice.

for a better future.

or shld i say for a backup plan.

in case down the road i hate my job. 

who knows

better sort everything out before this year ends. 

im almost done with everything.