Sometimes I ask myself.
Why am I doing all these.
Skydiving when I had fear of heights.
And then I saw this quote
"How many first times have you done in your lifetime"

Sometimes when I pull that chute,
I look down and I still get frightened.
What if my leg straps go undone?
What if the canopy suddenly close up?
So many what if.
But it doesn't change the fact that I need to land.
It's a skill I wish to learn,
A situation I wish to conquer.
I'm gradually loving it, like how I gradually loved flying in a jet.