it's been awhile.
wanted to come here and see what i wrote for last year resolutions.
turns out,
NOTHING.

i guess, entering SAF really changed me.
in the past, when time was all i had,
i can think of all the nonsense in the world to accomplish.
now,
even writing down things to fulfill seems so hard.
whatever happened to the carefree mindset?


anyway,
well, 2012 wasnt all disappointing.
who would expect me to sign on some place i had no clue of.
2012 was a year of accomplishment i suppose.
1st, taking charge of a company of people.
being put in charge is an awesome feeling.
and just when i got comfortable in my field,
i changed to some other place.
going for flying.
from trainer to trainee.
not like i cant get used to it.
but the level of responsibility is different.
and in the end becoming a trainee.
the feeling is very surreal.
met so many people in life.
and understood so many meanings of life.
yes i had some misjudgements.
made some wrong decisions.
that's also how people grow rite.
glad to have gone through this path.
where not many is able to do so.

year 2013.
it will be a life changing year.
i just know it.
from the start of my training,
to things i want to accomplish this year.
it is all new.
and not just a dream anymore.
maybe im growing old,
but i am turning more practical.
while having dreams,
it must be achievable.
because time is never stopping.
so well,
let's list it!

1. NO MORE DRINKING UNDER PEER PRESSURE
because drinking should not be torturing.
well, it is best if i dont drink hard liquor anymore.
just beer.
yes i think i should aim for that .
spend no more than $200 for this every month.

2. TRAVEL TO 3 COUNTRIES BEFORE MY TRAINING STARTS
beijing, thailand, europe. 
more if possible.

3. IPPT GOLD
fucking namesis.
i MUST GET IT.

4. MAINTAIN WEIGHT BELOW 70KG
i dunno how im gonna do it, 
but im going to do it.

yeap that's it.
nothing more.
my resolutions for 2013.
achievable.