i know this is not the first time i have mentioned this,
but fuck i really missed 2011.
9 months inside what everyone called, a nightmare.
i call it, the hideout.

whenever i see the photo on my blog,
it just reminds me of what wonderful memories i had.
with those awesome bunch of buddies.
be it in massive shitholes, sleepless nights, lost in jungles,
these people never once gave up on one another.


its always this type of memories people like to have.
things that are captured when u're at your lowest.
and the final accomplishment when everything is over.
i like to see the beautiful endings.
but i procrastinate before i reach there.
there are tons of things on my mind that i really wanna do,
and the next few years are the prime age to do it.
so from now on,
everytime i accomplished my dream,
there will be a photo.
and it will be hung up in my room.
because living a life just to earn money and survive is meaningless.