i am at home now.
yea nothing special.
nights out.
after today training cancelled.
lucky they nights out.
i really wonder if i can endure anymore if i stay in camp.


my stomach is acting weird.
think is diarrhoea.
and my whole body is feeling damn cold.
the feeling of no strength?
if tat happens at home i dont mind.
fuk.
i am in training.
and i am really half dead.
i seriously dono how i did my drills just now in the morning.


stomach acting up again.
fuking diarrhoea.
and damn the cold.
i want to pass out from the course.
not going to drop out.
ENDURE!

okay time for toilet break.
and the time now is telling me,
i need to go back real soon.
z.z