its been long.
just cant find any reason or time to blog.

i am not busy.
just dont feel like blogging.
wadever i say here.
all v.vague 1.
zzzzz

i really wonder.
the world sucks.
it cant go ur way.
bound to have ppl not suitable to be frens with others.
there will always be people.
but y ppl still wont go try improve it.
its v.contradicting.
do i sound like i am a perfectionalist?
i guess so.
i wanted a lot of things to go my way.
it just didnt.

i am like being left out of a lot of things.
these few days is enough to prove it.
i cant find the topic to talk.
wadever ppl say i was like ..
not my business.
something is happening to me.
i just cant find anything to do.
play game also dont play much.
dont play also go study.
if not i just sleep.
i am seriously pissed.
PISSED u know tat.
fuking pissed.
not at people .
at myself.

month of october.
simply sux.
few more weeks.
and it will come.
and probably its just nothing.
like any other boring days.
aiya forget it.
this world sux.
nothing suits me.
seriously.
nothing.

dont get me wrong.
i aint emo.
>.<