i am back .
finally.
the first thing i see myself in the mirror.
is my most serious eye bags.
its super dark.
obviously.
i have many days of torture.
but it all comes down to yesterday.
when the first batch of specialist graduate.
under me.
wow.
its quite something.
of course i nv cry or anything la.
i instructor leh.
cry for wad.
i feel proud.

my platoon.
consist of 49 people.
1 from the start nv come le.
LIM JIM HONG.
i can rmb.
then all the people start to shine.
some i tink.
siti zakiyyah.
c sivah.
richmond teo.
anthony yu.
tan li zhen.

zakiyyah.
is v.good.
i really admire her.
she performs the best.
she did all she can.

c sivah.
he is v.good among his peers.
good social skills.
at the same time somehow good discipline.

richmond teo.
quite good with some people.
good in his knowledge.
still stick too much wid nchs ppl.

anthony yu.
seems ok.
he is the best of the worst.

tan li zhen.
keep asking question.
she has a voice.
whom every instructor thinks is cute.
she tries all she could.
to do well.

in the end.
it was..
c sivah.
siti i dono y did not make it through the interview.
anthony i never send him.
richmond ownself screw up.
li zhen somehow screw up too.

li zhen got emotional.
and it was alvin, my senior.
who consulted her.
but in the end.
i think they learnt something valuable.
some still wrote in appraisal .
saying that i starting got those ah beng look.
its like wtf?
nvm.
at least in the end i taught what i want them to learn.
its enough.

there are many funny moments.
many.
for example.
sergeant cupboard.
(if u wanna know wad that is ask ashley or cheekit)
how to "support the unit".
and the crazy thing i can do when bunk inspection.
i touch all the places that people will never want to find .
i am crazy.

when i realised how nan chiau performed.
i was shocked.
a total shocking result.
i will only say.
i will not change my view.
that a 3rd sergeant will never get the top five post.
even if tat person is so good.
or whatsoever.
i will never change my view.

i learnt so much from this course.
from the "lao jiao"
seniors i mean.
and many other people.
i treasure it.
and will continue to improve.
ALWAYS CENTRAL.
=)