i am v.fully occupied now.
serious.

after tuesday like dono how many days ago.
i start to feel like .
NCHS NCC is going to be happening.
if not we will make it happen.
den there comes thursday.
Senior CLT intervew.

seriously.
it okok la.
but dono is will succeed not.
don pin my hopes too high.
=))

den it comes saturday.
camp.
nope not sec 3 camp.
nope not any other camp.
is go other school NCC camp.
is like an opening for me.
super opening.
1st tym u can actually see.
1 camp 20++ ppl only.
cadets is like 18 ppl.
A+B.
18.
yeap.
part C 4 ppl.
but somehow the camp is quite fun.
camp there still got MEDIA COMM ppl.
NPCC ppl.
GUR GUIDE ppl .
wow .
fun.
nitewalk in there is scary.
and fun .
imagine just scare the hell out of everyone.
its fun when u only see so few ppl in a camp.
den can focus on them.
play more with them.
=)))
although they are small, there are enjoying themselves.
this is when i start thinking of the NCC ppl in my school.
they are damn fortunate.
and fcuk .
they dont appreciate it.
its time for a change.
ladies and gentleman.
we will be looking at a major change from next training onwards.

ok meanwhile the camp was happening,
i still went down for a management meeting.
tat 1 i cant say much.
dont comment also.
only know something will sure happen.
and its ominous.

sia la.
i really lack of slp .
i sat midnight slp at 330am.
den wk wake me at 510am.
i slp like....
1hr40min ?!
den go camp.
den work whole day.
so sat is 1hr 40min slp for 1 day, 24 hrs.
siao bo?!
now surviving on the 6 hrs slp i have in camp.
maybe even less.
i dont know.
i dont wanna know.
i still got so much hw to do.
whether i shld pack bag now for msia or tml.
whether i shld skip lesson for tml.
fuck man.
i ask u all.
when u know u can go for a trip for 4 days.
and actually 5 days.
just tat is nite time go.
u will apply for leave for morning as well rite ?!
i mean .
u can make use of this reason rite?!
and wtf i still apply for 4 days.
29 to 1st june.
WTF?!
i actually dont want to apply for 1 more day in case as well.
i feel like an stupid idiot.

ok.
3 more reflections to do.
1 more bag to pack.
1 more nite to slp.
and i am off.
this is considerably 1 of the longest post i typed.
cos it will cover the everything for the nxt 1 wk.
for those who come here by accident or pass by.
look at all these junk lor.
nvm 1.
fan zhen i will MIA for 1 wk.

EVENTS ARE COMING UP.
stress level coming up.
all the turning point in my life is coming.
i am turning to a monk .
serious.
only got time to help others.
den forgot about my own life.
all the hard life is coming i assume.
and i just have to take it.
cos I AM KIANGUAN.
and i am GREATER THAN HUMAN.

damn tired.....
feel like slping.....
the bed.
the aircon
zzzzzz...
HW !!!!
cya guys.
and btw.
LIVERPOOL ROX.
lose nvm,.
got nxt yr.
darn it inzaghi .
liddat also can score 2 goals.
zzzzzzzz
x))