i still love you .

i am finally back .

happy to see me ??
no i guess not .
been lazy + not in the mood to blog .
anw .
i blog for wad ??
nth to say except wad i been thru the past week .

i improved on POOL .
lets play .
challenge me pls .
so that i can upgrade .
=)

O level results release on friday ; 2pm .
that is the day .
of what i have been thru the past 4 yrs .
kinda anxious .
more den worried .
=)

today went shopping .
at queensway .
OMG .
i arian took over shot by 3 stops .
tmd .
den waste our time .
nvm .
den go shop .
i greatest buyer .
$$200 spent .
more to come .
=)
this is wad i called .
new year makeover .
LOLs .

NCC .
as what ryan said .
its up to us to continue the spirit of NCHS NCC .
we cant do what he sometimes did .
and ..
we MUST improve .
learn from what he did .
and do better .
it will be hard .
but we ( sid me wk ) can do it .
just all of you wait .
=)

i want to make a wish .
i hoped for a genie .
that could grant it .
but i know .
even if its granted .
its not genuine .
stop deceiving myself .
** slaps **
hate is only a way of saying .
let me off .
but sometimes .
it still bothers me .
a lot .
sometimes .
the dreams i had .
seems like reality .
when you woke up .
u just hoped u didnt .



fear is only an illusion -