its never gone .

whats the point of writing in tis blog now??
no point .
seriously.

it feels so empty .
seems like lacking of something .
but den .
i cant find the answer .

its gone .


CLT course coming to an end .
my new life is springing up .
graduation day .
my mom finally agreed to come .
after so many years .
she can see me wear my proudest uniform .
marching down the parade square .
stern and serious face i have .
the pride i have .
at least i found some joy inside my empty heart .

but i want to say .
HQ NCC IS A SLOW PLACE
EVERYTHING ALSO SLOW SLOW .
DELAY MY BOOK OUT TIME .
NB.

what makes a good leader ??
[[ be willing to sacrifice yourself for others . ]]
[[make a difference in other ppls lives ]]
[[ there is no good or bad way of doing things . only better ways ]]

den what makes a good lover ??
i dont know .
clueless .
i dont wish to know the answer .
let me indulge in my world of darkness once again .
after my coloured world was fadded .

sia la . i dono y my english writing .
like more becoming writing poem .
more standard sia .
omg .
i am not aw english craze ok .
its born in me .
=)

off to CP le .
booking back in on monday .
hoping to have some comfort .
away from the cruel reality .
away from the troubled society .