time is on a standstill.

if i have a deathnote wid me now ,
what would i write ??

guess the answer will be simple .
;;myself .

gayy. watched too much movie le .
had a freaking terrible night ytd .
now neck pain ;; for not slping well .
but i rather becos neck pain cos i called her for too long .

i cant write anymore .
i cant type anymore .
i am numb .
sth in my life have been sudden emptied .
it is so empty now .

shyt man . y mom still at home .
wan to solo for the whole day also cant .
.... might as well .

i never how impt she is to me
until i finally lost her .
its beyond what i hoped for .
and i seriously dont wish it would happen
my only wish now is that
i can be with you again .
wo zhen de hao ai ni .