I don't know what I am doing with my life anymore. 

There's things to do, but I am not doing. Trying to find some fun in life. 

And I end up playing game. Total waste of time. 

Could have read books, complete my work, a lot more things. But, I didn't. 

When did I become so passive? What happened to me? 

Have you ever seen someone doing the same thing to you as you did to another person? Yeah, I do. It's not a guess, I can tell.  The lack of priority, distractions, not present, yes I can feel it. Yet, I can only laugh it off, because i did the same thing to others. 

If i don't ask, it won't happen. But when I asked, either busy or not interested. 

Really, I'm tired.